
Obviously, I haven’t been posting much lately, and the explanation for that is fairly mundane: I’ve been busy with other stuff. Of course, “stuff” means all sorts of things: work, other hobbies, watching anime, writing the Great American Novel (or not), etc. I recognize that cobwebs are starting to pop up around here, and that doesn’t make me happy. However, every time I think, “I should give the blog some love and affection,” something shiny catches my eye and off I go. Deep down, I can see the writing on the wall. I’m just not yet willing to accept it.
There’s another thing, though. The anime fan community is getting to be in a weird place nowadays, and it’s starting to concern me. It’s funny, really… for the longest time, I never understood why the Laughing Man icon was so commonly used by Japanese fans to censor faces in photos shot at fan events or on the streets of Akihabara. My opinion is that, if you’re out in public, you should be prepared to have your picture taken. And I still feel that way. However, I’ve come to realize that fans who publish these photos on their blogs and websites censor them out of respect for their fellow brethren. Respect. It’s something the Japanese fan community understands, I think, be it respect for each other, respect for the anime they watch and the people who created it, respect for copyright law, etc. There are exceptions to the rule, of course - the human cesspool that is 2ch, for example - but, for the most part, I think they get it.
The overseas fan community, however… well, I’m not quite so sure. In the past, I’ve argued that overseas fans have gone out of their way to import some of the worst the Japanese fan community has to offer, to the point that you have people walking around proudly wearing their perversions and lack of social awareness on their sleeves like a badge of honor. I suppose it’s easier to be a weirdo outside of Japan. However, there are those of us who, despite being anime fans, lead fairly normal lives both within and outside the fan community, and as the line between what is acceptable and not acceptable in the eyes of the general public becomes increasingly blurred thanks to the tireless efforts of the weirdos among us, it becomes increasingly difficult to keep ourselves “clean” and removed from that which we want nothing whatsoever to do with.
Of course, if you asked me, “Do you have a problem with people having these interests?”, my answer would be, “No, not at all.” I’m a reasonable and open-minded person, after all. No harm, no foul. However, if you asked me, “Do you have a problem being associated with these interests?”, my answer would be, “Yes. Most definitely.”
And I know what you’re probably thinking at this point: “Dude, this is YOUR problem, not OUR problem.” And you’re exactly right. It IS my problem. And that’s why, ultimately, I’m the one responsible for finding the proper way to respond. For a long time now, I’ve made efforts to watch my own back. Practice self-censorship. Avoid trouble when I see it. It’s getting more and more difficult, however, and the older I get and the more responsibility I take on, the more diligent I have to be. At some point, I’ll have to say, “Enough is enough,” and take my leave.
I don’t know if I’ve reached that point yet, but I can feel its approach.